went for clubbing yesterday
had to go when i didnt want to
cause it was his first clubbing experience.
it was bloody crowded
and everyone was sticking to each other.
we havent held hands in ages
his face was so close to mine.
for a moment i wanted to give him a hug
and tell him how much i miss him.
it has been so long.

and not to my surprise,
i dreamt about him last night after clubbing.
i dreamt that he asked me for a hug.
and i gave him one super long hug
so much so that i dont wanna let go.
i told him how much i missed him
over this period of time.
but all this could only happen in my dreams
because in reality, its never the same.
we will never be together again
and ill never have the courage to
love him again.

and please, do not tempt me again.


/ you know i cant resist temptation
especially when its you.